12. Whilst Some People Leave Scars, There Are Others Who Soothe Those Wounds

23 April 2022

Whilst Some People Leave Scars, 

There Are Others Who Soothe Those Wounds.

- Fruits Basket, S1, Ep12 (Anime)

the world needs peace, not war; 

it calls for justice, not hegemony; 

it aspires for cooperation, not confrontation.

falling into nothingness

numb

sad

i lie on the floor mattress

no desire to move

gazing but not seeing

the day i lay on my right side on the thin floor mattress

spacing out, mind blank

christen was only 3 (he doesn't start talking until way past 3yrs)

he laid next to me. quietly. 

10-15min, 

and then got up 

off he went to do his own thing

not saying a word.

yet i felt fully comforted and understood